January 2010
72 posts
“3 snaps in a “Z” formation! *snaps*”
– Katy Perry
twitter.
dhilaHungry: I should be asleep and not glued to my computer
kelananargh: @dhilaHungry use hot water
dhilaHungry: @kelananargh shut up lah kelana! hahaha..so late already still trying to be funny..haha
kelananargh: Its never too late to crack jokes
“I dance so much because it makes me happy”
– Miles Brown 4-year old hip-hop dancer on Ellen
what i hate is how people ( you ) choose to see only the bad in people and the supposed good in yourself. is it so difficult for you to see both sides of people and yourself? no one on the face of this earth is perfect, and that includes you. so i have my flaws and i have my “bad” moments, but you refuse to see the times that i do make an effort and have “good” moments....
sayang sayang;
“sayang sayang, sayang saaaayang sayang. sayang sayang sayang? sayang sayang sayaaangg!” anyone heard of that before? obviously right? i love it lah its so funny. syaza has a recording of me doing that, and i have prohibited her from uploading it…LOL!
at home todayyy. sickkk. damn. went to the clinic yesterday to get an MC and medication, going again today to get an...
i just remembered that i have yet to sit for my FTT, and thats going to take a while to be able to book a slot. damn. so that means my goal of getting a license is going to be delayyyeeeddd..gahh. smart right fadhilah? nevermind lah. patience. good things come for those who wait..LOL!
poor attempt at trying to be wise.
going to sleep soon ‘cause im sleepyyy! im actually too lazy to...
teh cino
after many months of consideration, ive decided that its time that i leave. leave my position in DramaTec that is. my GPA is going down the drain ‘cause im putting in so much all of my effort into the CCA, that i dont have the drive, motivation nor the strength to do my work. at the end of the day, my tests are failures and my group members have to pick up my slack when i dont do my...
“If someone disagrees, you feel offended, especially if that someone is the...”
– While My Sister Sleeps - Barbara Delinksy
and im missing so many people right now. and im missing a wallet filled with ( at least Some ) cash :(
first week of top table, second day of service. best(: if theres anything more i love than dance, it would be service. seriously. okay maybe service would rank third and bar would rank second…it was okay lah..still a bit messy and chaotic, but good thing i didnt panic..somehow i managed to keep myself composed. somehow. but there was that one guest, i swear i wanted to slap her face....
Men.
Fad: Going Sibu?
Sufi: Cant. Got duty.
Fad: Okay
Sufi: Im bored!
Fad: haha! Iiiirooon chefff ;)
Sufi: haha! Okay I want to disturb girl.
“You’re my fairytale,
because seconds with you are
moments I live for.”
– Haiku by Kristian Carl (via quote-book)
procrastinate
yes, i shall procrastinate just a little while longer ‘cause i am about to have a really long, sleepless night. I am gearing myself up for the all-nighter..yes, i should be typing out the report instead of staring at my post page on tumblr, but i cant focus. im already so tired! gahh.
today was NOT a good day. no actually it was quite an okay day..crapped my way through accountings...
Barney.
i was bored, couldnt sleep and i needed something to do. so i browsed through some old stuff, for the hell of it…and i found this:
Dear Fadhilah, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I’d __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any...
things to get done - updated 190110
Study for Accountings test tomorrow
Do BESE task for tomorrow
Do Wine & Beverage project proposal by Wednesday
Study for BESE test on Wednesday
Sleep.
Get over.
things that im doing
Cafe World
Sorority Life
MSN
Facebook
Twitter
Tumblr
Julie & Julia
Sleeping at the computer ( see i am getting something done! )
Texting Ady.
Waiting for.
things to get done.
Study for Accountings test tomorrow
Do BESE task for tomorrow
Do Wine & Beverage project proposal by Wednesday
Study for BESE test on Wednesday
Sleep.
Get over.
good days.
yes, today was a good day, albeit it started off quite bad, but it went well and ended great. had BESE lunch at Top Table in the afternoon..not too bad, the food, but the company was great(: had lecture and tutorial for wine & bev, nothing interesting. then i got a call from my dear Jaye! now that made my day.
so after tutorial, i went down to Heartland Mall to meet my amazing childhood...
poached eggs
watching Julie & Julia now, and now i feel like eating eggs benedict..something ‘bout poached eggs and hollandaise that is just so mmm. of course having bacon ( turkey ) helps a lot..too bad im too lazy to whisk the hollandaise for godknowshowlong while pouring the oit ( melted butter )..gahh.
my mood has improved greatly now that i am handling the situation instead of simply letting...
Ris Lowww..
read this from Hao Qings facebook:
On the twelve day of ris mas my tru love gave to meeeeee…12 months probation, 11 day safari, 10 ads from sponsorers, 9 English lessons, 8 khaki jins, 7 credit cards from, 6 different people, 5 leopard preeeeeens, 4-giveness, 3-piece bigini, 2 polar disorder and a diploma in hospitallatiiiii…..
“I can still feel you
through the hours between us.
The warmth that you shared.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
another sleepless night for me! okay may not be a sleepless night, but more like a sleep-late night..ahh lol how funny fadhilah -_- i swear hanging ‘round people like Stephanie Lim and Jonathan Soh is making me very, very lame. gosh.
im thinking ‘bout some stuff and its making me feel all bleagh. im considering so many things i dont know what to do. my mind is all over the place...
“Don’t you let me go tonight”
– Tonight - Lykke Li
“Sad thing is, you can still love someone and be wrong for them.”
– Elvis Presley (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Mr Goh say one...
Question: What Guacamole?
Answer: Oh you know Guaca? Ah the mole lah
Shop guy: We have these colours here; blue, pink -
Fadhilah: Why no purple?! Why Sony always no purple?
I’m tired of fighting, okay? Why can’t we just put things aside and work peacefully? It’s pretty much obvious you don’t want me ‘round, but don’t let past grudges affect work lah, please lah..’cause of you I dread going for something I love to do. I probably shouldn’t, but that’s how much you’re annoying me right now.
I seriously cannot...
an afterthought: my first paycheck is going to the Body and Borders fund, yes it is.
what would really make my day right now is some desserts from Swensen’s. no actually i just want the Walnut Rocky Road, or Banana Crumble Sizzling Pan. now those two would really really make my day right now. and if there is a kind soul who would deliver *ehem ehem* some Hot Chocolate from Coffee Bean to me, id really appreciate it and love you for life. okay not for life, but just for...
and i am insanely jealous of people who can express themselves in so few words while i have to write i freaking essay, bloody hell. like seriously! fadhilah shall learn to be less long-winded like a certain fatty i happen to know.
( like thats ever going to happen )
xoxo
on this ( horribly ) lovely ( and sleepless ) night, i just cant seem to fall asleep. i have an interview at 10am tomorrow morning with Spoc Solutions. yes, i know i already secured a job with afc, but i just want to try it out, more for the experience sake if anything. i guess its more of a “i have something to prove to myself” type thing. whatever.
i really need to get my camera...
Foodie at Work
that was the tagline on the afc staff land yard..i like! ohmygod the interview was so nerve wrecking, i swear! had two interviews to go through; one was the Manager of Operations, second was with the Director and co-founder of afc, Mr Hian Goh..tell me how not to be nervous?! i was so freaking nervous i was a mess! was shaking all the way to the office, till i saw syaza, steph and jeryl...
